I’m standing still, alone on the black top of an empty street. A single lamp overhead casts a sepia tone through the dense fog settling in around me. My eyes look slowly from side to side as I try to make sense of the quiet, peaceful calm I feel despite the horrific awareness that my… read more…
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The Best Luck
“Good luck,” were his parting words. “This will be the rest of your life,” said the neurologist who performed our second opinion, offering the grim diagnosis of Doose Syndrome. I had no reason not to believe him. I’d already googled the hell out of “drop attacks” and knew. “But what about this video?” I naively… read more…
How CA’s Recreational Use Impacts Medical Marijuana Patients
I tried not to take it personal when a friend in the cannabis industry chided me for not being more on top of how “The Medicinal and Adult-Use Cannabis Regulation and Safety Act” will impact my son, a pediatric patient in California. Sure I knew this was coming, but the state’s website hadn’t been updated… read more…
CBD, ADHD, Autism and Other Neurologically Atypical Symptoms
The most frequently searched terms that are finding this site are now CBD, ADHD and Autism. And I have more than a few emails I need to return asking the same (I haven’t forgotten you, mamas – I’m actually writing this just for YOU). Could CBD also help with my child’s anxiety, sleep disorder, sensory… read more…
Aiyana Kalealani We Love You
“Can God do anything mom?” It can be useful to answer a question with another question when you don’t have an answer, “Like what? What do you wonder if God can do, Oscar?” “A cartwheel. Can God do a cartwheel?” My 5 year old son wants to know. In fact, God can do a cartwheel…. read more…
Welcome Friend
When I saw I’d missed 3 calls from an old friend in the middle of the night, I almost didn’t call her back. My name starts with “A” so I am often butt-dialed. But I was on vacation alone in Washington, so her timing was perfect. Sitting on the edge of a forest, overlooking the… read more…
Where To Find Pediatric Cannabis Support
“Diane, please note: Mother gives 7-year-old male patient THC oil to treat his seizure disorder.” I’d never seen a doctor speak into a tape recorder before, but then I’d never seen this doctor. I fully expected Peggy Lipton to appear with her wide smile to offer me a damn fine cup of coffee and a… read more…
Solid Gold: Tips From Dr. Bonni
The most commonly searched terms that get parents here are: “CBD“, “Kids” and “Dosing“. They’re asking the internet because doctors certainly aren’t telling them. Except as a social worker, I ethically can’t tell you either. What I can do, however, is empower you with the tools and resources you need to figure it out yourself. I promise,… read more…
And She Was
“¿No estoy yo aquí que soy tu madre?” I hadn’t expected the drumming. I felt the pounding in my chest before I smelled the copal. Smoke billowed up from the plaza filled with tens of thousands of pilgrims. Dancing, crying, nursing mothers everywhere . . . images of la Virgen were everywhere . . …. read more…
Mythic Mothering In The Upside Down
“Wherefore, the days will come that no flesh shall be safe upon the waters. . . . and the destroyer rideth upon the face thereof.” D&C 61:15-19 When my 3 year-old son became obsessed with The Nightmare Before Christmas I tried not to be concerned. Sure, it’s a kids movie but I don’t know …. read more…
